after ya been gone

ive think back on my past and i thought we shared alot of memories but i guess it all went out the window when she came into the picture its like u changed i sit in my room and think about the songs heard laughter we had and adventures we went on i tear alittle bit but i guess at the end of everything it didnt work out for us , sometimes the closet people u loos faster and the ones ur not that close to is the ones that stay for a life time i keep having this dream about how we might go backk to beinq friends and trynna figure all this out but its not working cus i cant be ur friend when i know u changed on me and that hurted the most !


sisters / friends , never thought we would break up as sisters and wouldnt go backk to being that way sometimes ive thought u would of never been there and u wasnt but the memories we had and th pictures we TOOK MAKE ME LAUGH i ave everything we did in my phone all the raps we done and all the laughter we had watching movies and eating everything yea that does come to mine once in a while and i let my tears roll down my face as its nothing when ive lost ya cus of a rumor i thought ya would of never made that up about me i guess i thought wrong i would of never did that to ya and ya know ya wass like my family and to hear ya said and try to do that to me i was like wow my heart ached with all pain of how i let ya in as family and all ya did was use me like i was just a depressed person smh -_______- maybe friends nd forevaa dont go together maybe there shouldnt be a word as foreva cus foreva is just gunna hurt you

HIGH SCHOOL

what if people like bestfriends split up and never see each other anymore what if the high school u pick u dont like ! what if u dont make friends what if u make the wrong friends and a wrong start to something new like what if u wanted something different and not what u got hight school dont you hear that name ! doesnt it seem type dark shadowy what if u wont ever see the old people u grew up with what if ur true bestfriends forget everything ya had together ! what if middle school didnt get us ready for hight school ? what happens next ?

closed doors

dark _ scared
left alone with nobody there
crying your self to sleep
staying up thinking about the the other person is thinking
praying and wishing on something you could for get about
nobody understanding ur pain
everybody not listen and doing there own thing and nothing turns out right for you
hoping the other person u stay up late thinking about is thinking about u for once
EVERYBODY NEEDS A HAND AND EVERYBODY NEEDS SOME ONE TO TALK TO DONT CLOSE UR HEART ON THEM WHEN IF U NEEDED THEM THEY WILL BE THERE FOR YOU !

if Yuh think u know me swell answer these questions

My first name is __________ My last name is __________ My favorite color is _________ My bestfriend is __________ MY r.o.d is _________ how many Siblings i havee _____ who is My diary ? _______ whos My sister/friend ? _________ whos My Boy besfriend ? _______ whos this kid who stole My heart ? ________ if Yuh get all these questions riqht That means ur my true bestfriend !

poor kids

kids who live in Africa arent that healthy and welled off as people in America people in africa dont have money they dont have food they dont even have beds , houses , clothes some of the kids walk around naked cus they dont have anything to wear or even shower with some of them they go days month years with out showers and some of them die off of that from the dirty ness and also cus they dirty and they get sick and they start to catch things and they start to die slowly we miqht not know it bhut aht least 3 million people die each day !

not havinq a father

not havinq My father was dah hardest thing that happen to me i never really had a father figure in my Lifee untill i Met the most Greatest person in My world the one i know whos always going to be there for me the one i love dearly the one that always haves my back the one that i could call my dad and my father the one i truly love alot and i wont eva be happy with somebody else trying to be like my dad i never had my real father when i was small i always wanted him to be around but i guess he didnt want to man up and be a man and take caree of his child but it didnt matter to me b|c a father is the one who makes u a dad is the one who raised uu and i dont need my father cus i got the greatest person in the world to fit in his place and its my dad well i guess thiiss made me realized that uu dont only need ur real father to always be apart of ur life

heart broken

my heart tares open w.the part that its knowinq im heart and im crying my heart crushed into thousands of pieces in my body floating around my chest . things poking me and im knowinq that its my heart bursting out into lots of piece cus i got heart broken tears dripping down my face onto my shirt face RED thoughts floating into my head . why ? did this Happen ? blaming my self for something i thought ive done but in the end it was all ur fault ! cried for Hours just dwelling on the pass and how much it meant to me holding on to the only thing i have left is our memories and and the thought of how we was together at one point and now we arent and how much it hurts makes me think of why did we get together? if this was going to happen ! as i see blood raising i know its cus how much my heart aches of how i ever i got w. Yuh if i had one wish it would be to fix my heart from ever getting attached you and fixing the pain . regret is a big word and i would never say it but this was meant to be said i regret letting uu control my heart and holding it sometimes i even wish to regret ever having u in my life -________-

ive learn never to fall so easy never let a person get to close to ur heart to never try to hold on to something that will never hold on to uu backk ive learn my lesson and i will never do this again .