after ya been gone

ive think back on my past and i thought we shared alot of memories but i guess it all went out the window when she came into the picture its like u changed i sit in my room and think about the songs heard laughter we had and adventures we went on i tear alittle bit but i guess at the end of everything it didnt work out for us , sometimes the closet people u loos faster and the ones ur not that close to is the ones that stay for a life time i keep having this dream about how we might go backk to beinq friends and trynna figure all this out but its not working cus i cant be ur friend when i know u changed on me and that hurted the most !


sisters / friends , never thought we would break up as sisters and wouldnt go backk to being that way sometimes ive thought u would of never been there and u wasnt but the memories we had and th pictures we TOOK MAKE ME LAUGH i ave everything we did in my phone all the raps we done and all the laughter we had watching movies and eating everything yea that does come to mine once in a while and i let my tears roll down my face as its nothing when ive lost ya cus of a rumor i thought ya would of never made that up about me i guess i thought wrong i would of never did that to ya and ya know ya wass like my family and to hear ya said and try to do that to me i was like wow my heart ached with all pain of how i let ya in as family and all ya did was use me like i was just a depressed person smh -_______- maybe friends nd forevaa dont go together maybe there shouldnt be a word as foreva cus foreva is just gunna hurt you